My shoujo heart, it spews out shitty 10 minute stuff like this that I don't bother to hide behind a cut. lol

I've finally been able to appreciate Hikki's "Stay Gold" now... it's been stuck in my head for days on end. And as much as my brain wants to tell me to get some work done, I'm just not in the mood for it. This heavy feeling of fatigue is really unsettling. :/

Any the way. Shipping meme ganked from Ameiiiiii. :3

Give me a fandom and I'll return to you:

1. One True Pairing Ship
2. Canon Ship
3. "If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship
4. "You are one sick bastard" Ship
5. "I dabble a little" Ship
6. "It's like a car crash" Ship
7. "Tickles my fancy but not sold just yet" Ship
8. "Makes no canon sense but why the Hell not" Ship
9. "Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship
10. "When all is said and done" Ship

Uhh... I don't get what some of those up there are, but oh well! Stuff I like are like: Harukanaru Toki no Naka de 1&3, Suikoden 2-5, DDS1&2, SMT:Nocturne, Persona 3, Tales of the Abyss, FF7-10, Kingdom Hearts 1&2, Saiunkoku Monogatari, Vampire Knight. I know I've got more fandoms than these, so feel free to hit me up with other fandoms you think I may know if you don't want to pick any of the above.

I'll answer these when I wake up later in the morning guhuhuhuhhuuu

I'll be putting up a garage sale on LJ soon, and I'll be selling off quite a fair bit of stuff!

Among them will be my older costumes because my mom wants me to get rid of them for good, and also a bunch of other miscellaneous anime/manga/game merchandise. Like artbooks and CDs and OSTs. :3

I just need to take photos of all the stuff I wanna sell and then it should be up I guess! In the meantime, it's back to work orzzzzz deadline tomorrow afternoon and I'm barely 60% done. D8 *cries*

{edit} One more time-wasting thing before I go back to grinding for the night. Stolen from hentaisheep!

- Pick your birth month
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

( the months we have in a year )

Since everyone was doing this at some point. FANDOM MASH, GO!

		I will marry Serph.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Kyoto in our fabulous House.
		We will have 99 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a cloud blue 4WD jeep.
		I will spend my days as a baker, and live happily ever after.

... AND OF ALL NUMBERS, WHY 99. WHY. D; lol

{EDIT 9:10pm}


BITCH STOP GIVING ME THIS MESSAGE. >( It always dies before that point where the green bar stops at. Rrrrrrrrrrageeeee!

{EDIT#2} Okay so 99 kids isn't practical and it's impossible NO DUH. SO HERE'S ROUND 2

		I will marry Musashibou Benkei.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Rome in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 1 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a yellow monster truck.
		I will spend my days as a violinist, and live happily ever after.

ahh, the man of my dreams 8D *KICKED* I almost got Taki Yashamaru, but Benkei nabbed the first place thank God, or else I wouldn't stop laughing. 8DDD and so from 99 kids, I have one now. 8DDD

Before I cook my lunch and get ready to go out later...

second annual "think positive" meme
I don't think I've got the nice qualities a normal person should have and usually fail to see what's nice about myself. Feels a bit embarrassing, but oh well! Shall give this a try!

I should get my sleeping time back to normal. v_v Too tired to continue working on one picture, so here's to ganking this and doing it before I sleep.

One word time passer
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think. Remember: one word answers to the following 34 questions.

( yes, it ain't easy. )

Also, I've never watched any of Tatu's PVs before (even if I love their music, ORZ I'm not much of a PV person)... but this one made quite an impression on me. Both the song and the PV. I was searching for the song that they released last year and found the video as well, and I dare say that it's quite disturbing (to me) at the end.



I think Lena looks damned hot in the military officer uniform though. XD

Ganked off zombiejam and lawnmowerpants. Seemed like a lot of fun, so~

1. Pick a fictional character that you like
Ingway from Odin Sphere, because my entire yesterday was just filled with OS and so will later on today as well. ;D

2. Draw him/her in what you wore today. (yesterday, more like)
( froggie 8D )

Also because I was commenting around for this one on my flist, here it is again. ;D

Leave a comment to challenge me to this meme and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, et cetera.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your LiveJournal.

As an addendum, the OP single for Neo Angelique Abyss was released today and I am loving the OP song SO MUCH. <3 <3 <333333333 *hearts* *_*

{EDIT} Before I go to sleep. This is for _kazeki_ who wanted to see my lovable inflatable frog plushie. 8D



random 1: GAHHH NEEED MY NEO ANGELIQUE FIX FOR THE WEEK BUT I WILL WATCH EP3 WHEN I WAKE UP LATERRRR DDD;
random 2: going through my photobucket makes me feel sad when I look at my cosplay pics from last year. I was so much thinner wtffff. I really need to work off all this flubber from my legs >_>;

Last night was a weird one for me. It took me awhile to sleep as my head was just filled with thoughts of replaying Suikoden I, and then when I finally slept I dreamt of a lot of weird, weird things. As a result, I woke up just awhile ago! ORZ

Saw this floating around my flist, and I think it's quite an interesting meme for artists.

1. Do I have a distinct style of drawing?
2. If so, what exactly is it that defines my "style"?
3. Would you say my art usually follows a 'theme'?
4. Is there anything I really need to improve on or change?
5. Does my style (if I have one) remind you of/look like the style of anyone else?
6. Judging from whatever art of mine that you've seen, what do you think I do the best at?
7. What do you think I suck at?

#4 and 7 are almost the same in context, so you can hammer me twice on my suckage ;D Honestly, I think it's a good meme because I've always been doubting my art or I don't know what's even nice about it, so I might as well hear it from everyone. Fire away your thoughts!

Today was a pretty relaxing day... 'twas out with my parents in the afternoon and then spent the night with the gals. :) VOIR has new clothes and new shoes omfg and they have heels which I actually *like*! Yes, I'm quite picky when it comes to footwear (NO BLINGS PLZ)... and I don't own a pair of heels, hence why I want one lol. There were many designs which I liked as well, just that I wished that I was earning my own money and could more own than one lol. ;A;

Buncha memes ganked from shoji_tokairin, and because I was tagged as well. :p

( this noise is the only thing keeping me awake )

I am also terribly addicted to 'Double-Action Wing form' after downloading it. ORZ;;;

Happy Birthday amei!! :D

( Ra-ra-rai-RAIDOUUUU )

uuuuu I have a presentation at 2:30pm. As usual, I am rather nervous but I will try my best, because after that I'm HOME FREEEEEEEEEEE!

COMMISSIONS!
GAMING TIME!
ANIME/JDRAMA/KDRAMA MARATHONS!
PROPS~!
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TODAY IS OVER ;_;

I need a change of LJ icons. Or more icon space. /random

{EDIT} Eh, I didn't know I was tagged by maxsterism. So anyway!

10 year meme!
Imagine yourself in TEN years time and list down FIVE things that you have/are/have done. Then tag FIVE people with this meme and they'll have to do the same

1. Perhaps I'll be married.

2. Make something out of myself, in whatever I'll be doing by then.

3. Have travelled to Japan, Thailand, Hong Kong, Europe, Canada and perhaps Australia again.

4. Have a pretty moderate/high paying job so I can

5. Take care of my parents and really send them on that trip around the world that they've always wanted to do.

tagging: axtar, raincloud_sama, sethyhide, wredwrat, aitakute.

'Bambina' happens to be one of NewS' most corrupted songs to date. >D I knew it was something along those lines, but after looking up the translation, man I love the song even more so than before now. fufufu >D

Also I can't think of anything for my rationale for my presentation tomorrow! It's such a simple thing but I JUST CAN'T THINK AT ALL. ;_; WARGHHHSFBGH *weeps*

So humour me with this meme stolen from aitakute!

Gimme a comment with one of my fandoms and I'll tell you...
1. The first character I fell in love with
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't
4. The character I love that everyone else hates
5. The character I used to love but don't any longer
6. The character I would shag anytime
7. The character I'd want to be like
8. The character I'd slap
9. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I despise

Just like her, I'll be listing a short list of fandoms that I'm willing to answer for to make everyone's life simple. However, feel free to throw one at me that's not listed but you know that I like it, yeah? ;D

( fandomsssss )

ughgghgh I SERIOUSLY CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO WRITE AT ALL *headdesk*

I think I nearly exploded when I saw this meme. SO HOW COULD I NOT DO IT? 8D
Pilfered from ultra_butterfly, wredwrat and visceralprince. ♥

( The Mega Megaten Meme )

Oh God that took me an entire day to do.
ANYWAY, GET YOUR MEME CANVAS HERE!

OH OH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST yhibiki and gearcheim! Even if I can't send you both presents, HAVE MY FRESHLY BAKED INTERNET CHOCOLATE COOKIES OF LOVE OKAY <333333333 ♥

AND ALSO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO shoji_tokairin! Will belanja you cendol satu hari ya? :D

Everyone, I hope that you'll have a spankin' awesome and prosperous Chinese New Year! ♥

( artage; HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! +1 more )

I also grew 3cm fatter around my waist after I got my measurements for my Yukari done today. LOL While I don't really care because it's just a mere 3cm, I will work my butt off for these few weeks before GACC because I NEED SLIM LEGS FOR YUKARI ARGHHHH

*ahem* Now for a meme because kemuridono tagged me.

Person who tagged you is:
kemuridono

Your 5 impressions of him/her/them:
1. MOST AWESOME SANZO COSPLAYER EVER. Yes, your image of Sanzo has been eternally etched into my mind.
2. So tall and slim!
3. AND PRETTY TOO.
4. Very mature and insightful person.
5. Stylish!

Most memorable things he/she has done for you:
Urm uh. Be my friend? D8 *shot for the stupid answer, I'm sorry it's 1am!*

The most memorable words he/she said to you:
I dunno, we hardly chat. ;_; (I would like to get to know you better though!)

If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Be happy that I've got an awesome person by my side. :D

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Because of my own stupidity? T_T

List out the Top 5 presents you wish for:
1. Good food and good company! ♥
2. To be clear of debt, srsly.
3. A brighter tomorrow and future for the year!
4. To be able to keep Kibbles (the kitten) without any trouble/objections.
5. Paid LJ account. ;_;

Pass the quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. maxsterism
2. sethyhide
3. carneaglariel
4. piratelicker
5. astellecia
6. chocolime
7. tokiyakun
8. dynast_harmonia
9. aitakute
10. iyori

( moar questions )

OKAY LIEK, SLEEP FOR ME NOW. The eve of Chinese New Year is always about cleaning, cooking and partyin' and getting ang pow

I'm sorry, I couldn't help but LOL when I saw that screenshot! D:

Anyway, the new FF13 screenshots look spiffy! Yeah, I don't really care if Mr. No Socks looks like Sasuke; he's much cooler than that IMHO and I like his outfit. I'm really tempted to chop off my hair and style it like his now or Blondie's but I still want to keep my Suefumi hair T_T

Should you be MALE or FEMALE?* created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Either You brain is neither specifically male, nor female in the way you perceive your surroundings. As bad as this may sound to some, it can easily mean that you are capable of combining both gender aspects to your advantage. Rather than being genderless you are possibly able think freely. This does not mean that you are bisexual or androgynous or indecisive, but it might. Either 82% Male 54% Female 50% Neither 7%

LMAO enigmatic_wind, maybe this should answer your question from yesterday. As much as I like bows, ribbons, ruffles and all that shit, well you know what I mean XDXD

My mind is once again in the ever present battle of work vs play. One part of my conscience is telling me to take a break and get around to playing P3, but the other half is telling me to work or else I'll die over the weekend. *helpless workaholic ;_;*

ARGHHH WHAT TO DO Anyway, it's that handwriting meme that lawnmowerpants and errorism did recently! :D

( I can't write in a straight line )

Tagging everyone because I want to see all your handwritings lulz.

One hour later and I've only drawn the base for one of my assignments! AWESOME I have no motivation to do anything now but play P3. *flops over like a panda*

Neways, I was trolling LJ and fouuunddddddd

∴first impressions meme∴

We've all had them when we first meet people. Even our best of friends. Sometimes it's nice to hear what people first thought of us and if we've changed for the better or worse since then.

So, WHAT'S YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME? 8D

My legs are aching from all that badminton and swimming yesterday, but I don't mind because I haven't exactly exercised like that in ages! Also, iyori, your card arrived yesterday! *hugs you* Thank you for the encouraging words! I love your drawing of the Prince too, and I certainly won't mind if he came to deliver presents to me in that outfit! *snerks* >D

Only two days away from the new year, so I might as well do this.

( 2007 in review )

YES, HARUKANARU TOKI NO NAKA DE 3: KURENAI NO TSUKI FINISHED DOWNLOADING!!! ASODJOMFGBBQ I CANNOT WAIT TO WATCH IT TONIGHT. T^T I have to go out now so I can only watch it when I come home... BENKEIIIII HINOEEEE ATSUMORIIIIIII ♥

commission slots: (so far)
1. dynast_harmonia
2. peanutcase
3. middletails
4. gearcheim
5. sethyhide
6. (reserved for karthur)
7. flowerchorus - Erren

I'd like to thank everyone for their support so far! *bows* I'll work on each of your commissions according to that order, or whichever I can try to finish first. :)

I'm also quite excited about Harutoki4 now! neoroma and angemedia has the latest info on it, and I'm liking the character designs so far as they remind me of the old Chinese dynasties, somewhat. Or clothing from that time period, at least! But first, I'll have to finish Harutoki3 (thank you lonelydark for getting me the last game! ♥♥♥♥ you)... and that itself will take me a million years to understand because it'd be no fun playing through and not attempting to understand a single thing.

Answers for lonelydark's questions for that 5 questions meme (which I am not doing anymore, btw).

( five five five )

{EDIT} Finally got around to browsing the CF photos posted on the forum, and I'm actually quite thankful that no one really took my picture during both days of the event. I look fucking horrible, I was like a walking corpse wearing a costume. x___x The only decent picture of myself is probably only this one, augh.

I really want to photoshoot my Prince costume soon, and get my Yukari done so I can accompany carneaglariel for that P3 photoshoot we've been always wanting to do.

I woke up waay behind schedule, SO I think I'm screwed for acrylic class later! 8D I also had this wicked dream of me being so angry to the point I flung whatever I could grab at the wall and at people, and whatever I did just went horribly, horribly wrong (doujinshi printing, CF and just about everything that's in store next week).

But at least it's raining now, so that's some form of comfort while I'm painting later.
( that 5 questions meme; lengthy answers! )

So that's one final project down, and more to come. And doujinshi work. D: But right now I'm bored out of my mind while waiting for my hair colour to set in (and reading my SEA notes at the same time), so here have a meme!

Give me 1-2 things to take a picture of!

GO GO GO GO GO

Ah, because it's been circulating on my flist. X3

1. Put your Itunes, Windows Media Player, etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

Player of choice: Winamp

( this surely took long! and winamp decides to be in my face. )

I still feel terribly disheartened, especially after today.
Wondering if I'll ever become like those getting-there and successful artists that some friends have become.
Perhaps I'll have to push myself harder, so much more harder, even if I want to cry at what I'm doing.
You can't gain until you push yourself to the extreme anyway.

Totally not in the mood to do homework and I don't want to destroy it, so here comes some P3 theraphy.